Mixed Feelings.....
Just got wind of a news today.... A news that wasn't exactly pleasing to my ears... I felt pretty affected actually... I really duno... Alot of mixed feelings.... A path I have chosen many many months ago, still affects me.... But not many knows the reason why I chose it that way... How many would actually understand anyways...... SOOOOO......
你不知道我为什么狠下心, 还悬在你看不见那高空里... 多的事, 你不知道的事.....
I always wish for some "magical" things to happen to me, to my life.... How I wish I can get some "magic dust", blow them like this and get some nice wishes granted.......
17days since 2011 started...
OMG!! It''s again more than 10 (long) days since my last post where I summed up on 2010!?!?!? Days seemed to ZOOM by so fast.... Too fast that I barely accomplished much and another day passed.... Sometimes I really wished I have more than 24hrs each day!!!
2010 was OVER, like in the blink of an eye! Bad memories, great memories... Bad experiences, great experiences... Devastation, sorrow, miseries.... Happiness, merriment, contentment, excitement... Lost some, gain lots.... So So So many drastic things happen, ALL in just a matter of months.... These months changed me alot, really alot... Mainly about my perception in life... About appreciating how simple things like freedom of doing things I like, being wif lotsa great ppl, can bring so much joy and making life much more meaningful and fulfilling....
Okay, that aside... This year CNY seems to come like REAL soon too.... Cos it's just the 1st week of Feb!! OMG, so much things undone!! Well, but at least I managed to pack my clothings, bags & shoes bit by bit over weekends! And yea, I'm DONE wif my new year clothings/shoes shopping!!! So you see, that's the good thing about buying clothings abit every now and then... So when CNY is coming, just need to unpack them, wash and sort them out!
Packed my shoes...... Abit here & there... Simply no place to store them anymore & I still kept buying... Always being nagged by mum & sisters.... Oops!!! But that doesn't stop me from buying more you know!! LOL...
Bags... Not as much as the shoes (luckily)... But still, that's about the space available to store them....
How I wished I could have storage spaces like this........ Much much easier to find my shoes and bags, especially when I rushing for time to go work every morning.... =X
The accessories ain't any better... Hanging more and more and more as time goes by.... And it's taking up space in my wardrobe too.... But same as shoes & clothings, accessories WILL NEVER be enuf de lah!!! Wahahahaha....
If only I have the space to get these shelves to store all my accessories..... -_-
But nonetheless, am damn glad I'm done with the packing!!! Heeee... Now what's left is to clean and re-arrange the shelves full of ornaments/bottles/photo frames/trophies, probably a week before CNY bah.....
Anyways, lately me & frens are into this new, healthy & supa-fun activity!!! KITE-FLYING!!!! Our first attempt at West Coast Park was failure, extreme... And we all ran around like crazies, trying to get the kites up... NO ONE else there did tat except our group.. Dumb or wat?!?!?!? Haaaaaa... Hilarious much!!!! So last weekend, we got "smarter", we went to Marina Barrage!!! It was damn crowded, but windy enough luh!!!!
See those 'small dots' in the sky??? They are ALL kites!!!!!!
And this, is my kite!!!! Think it should be almost 80cm in width?? And the tail is long and heavy lo... So difficult to get my kite up and I almost gave up then Gum came to the 'rescue' and got my kite soaring up in the sky within ten mins!!!! Now I keep thinking about when the next kite-flying session would be.... But too bad, this weekend no time for that cos there's another more interesting activity for this weekend!!!! Weekend batam getway wif the parents, sis+bf & bffs!!!! Am sooo looking fwd to the massage, the feasting, the boozing & most imptly, the great fun we'll have together!!!! =D
January is indeed already such a busy month.... And the months ahead will be even busier!!! *Stressed* Am gonna find time to update more soon!!! ;)
Time check: 0045hrs... It's sleep time..... ZZzzzzzzZZZZzzz... =P
Summing up 2010 - Reasons for the busy-ness...
31st Dec - Countdown gathering @ Kaya's pl
Popped the Moet & Bottega wine... Down the beer & Martel too...
Crazy & Fun nite wif comfort & cozy-ness....
19th Dec - Gaomei's BIG DAY
Wedding dinner @ Grand Copthorne Waterfront
17th Dec - Mr Goh & Ms Toh's BIG DAY @ Suntec Convention
10th Dec - An "eventful" nite @ Kampong Bahru & BQ
4th Dec - Gaomei's "Jie-Meis" (Hens) Nite Out @ Crew Room's KTV Rm
27th Nov - Vann's advanced Bday celebration @ K Box
"The Podka-Dots-Partay"!!! Fun, Fun & more Fun!!! =D
21st Nov - Mikaela 1st Birthday party
What a sweet little cutey princess!!
19th Nov - Co. D&D @ Hyatt Hotel >> Theme: "Musical Extravagant"
Taken lotsa photos with the PCS Gals! It was a reali fun nite wif them! =)
Busy is good?? I guess so... It makes your life seemed more fruitful with lotsa laughter, joy and fun!!! But sometimes, it gets a little too tiring and not enough time to do MANY things!!! I haven't even had time to sort out and upload photos of holiday trips, esp my Taipei holiday with The Bff in Nov!!! Arrrgghhhhh....
But anyways, am looking fwd to a great 2011 ahead... Many new 'beginnings'... Many great things too.... New year resolution?? Aplenty, being carried fwd year and year and year... LOL.....
Anyways, in another hallf hour's time, it's gonna be the "8th month".... Well, still coping well so far... Hmmm, sometimes not too sure thou'... Aiyah, nvm lah, most impt thing now is to re-evaluate my life, my directions, my dreams etc... I wanna be a better person, a more useful one too... Make my life, my existence worthwhile... Need lotsa encouragement! Gambate to moi!!!! =D
你不知道我为什么狠下心, 还悬在你看不见那高空里... 多的事, 你不知道的事.....
